Dramatis Personae

Dramatis Personae:

Keith, or Bear, a 61 year old male

Jody, or Beaver, a 57 year old crippled female

Bloodroot, or Goat, our 27 year old son

Bird, our collapsible manual wheelchair

Tinky-Winky, my walker

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Saturday, February 8, 2014 Kamikaze Touring in Taos

The day dawns cloudy, windy and cold.  Taos lies in a dry sage covered plain within the Sangre de Cristo Mountains.  The sun peeps out from time to time illuminating sweeping mountain vistas and dry arroyos.  Mist rises from each mountain as the sun strikes snow, yet clouds obscure the peaks.

Taos draws artists like a New Mexican mecca.  Even I feel a compulsion to paint or sculpt or draw or perhaps all three intertwined in an explosion of visual creativity.  This could be downright dangerous; I am a tax accountant. Just think – the Internal Revenue Code sculpted in your backyard!  I’m flexible; I could sculpt any section you liked.  Yet Taos enraptures even me, the one who couldn’t draw her way out of a paper bag.  No wonder so many artists settled here over the past two centuries.

We first visit Taos’ oldest church, San Francisco de Asis (St. Francis of Assisi), finding the large adobe structure closed for winter.  Ugh!  But wait – the unlocked front door opens.  We enter and meet the cleaning crew busy preparing for tomorrow’s masses.  Eschewing compensation, they clean the church each Saturday in a labor of love and devotion.  Moving slowly, mystically, guided by an inner rhythm, they gently and reverently polish each pew, every surface.  They and their families have worshipped here for generations.

Respecting their devotion, we speak softly at length with them while they work.  One of the women sold candles to the parishioners for her first job.  She was ten and the church allowed her to keep the profits.  She’s been hooked ever since.

The Spanish built the adobe church in 1815.  In continuous use since that time, the church houses the oldest extant congregation in the States.  The church has two high bell towers yet maintains the rounded adobe flow, reminding me of Frida Kahlo’s work.  Many Taos artists have painted the structure. 


Once in the late 1960s, the congregants embraced modern technology and plastered the church.  To their abject horror, the building began to crumble.  Adobe has to breathe.  Currently the congregation re-muds the building every June, using the traditional adobe mixture of sand, clay, water and straw.

Inside the church, the congregants have lovingly restored the altar.  After careful research, they found recipes for the original vegetable dyes from the 1800s.  The altar has both painted saints and foot tall wooden carved saints (Santos).  All the saints and deities look Hispanic.

Taking their rediscovered dyes in hand, the congregants also carefully refurbished a second altar. Standing to the right of the apse, the altar depicts eight painted saints, each in its own 1 foot by 2 foot framed square.  St. Francis, tonsured like a proper monk, occupies the lower two squares surrounding a recessed altar featuring Jesus’ mangled body on the cross.  In the right square Francis holds the baby Jesus, while on the left he holds a skull.

The pope outlawed tonsuring of monks in 1972.  But how could a real monk not be tonsured?  Think of all the stories you read as a child!  This one papal act explains the entire problems facing the Catholic Church.  Yep.  Tonsuring clergy again will solve everything.

The pews sit under a 40’ tall pine beam ceiling.  Where the ceiling intersects the right wall, we see a stylized wooden rope running along the crease, traditional for the Franciscan order we hear, although we never learn why.  The building apse leans slightly to the left, copying the direction of Christ’s head on the cross (stage right). 

As we leave we glance up to see a painting of Jesus bleeding from His arm and leg wounds. His arms have sprouted bird feather wings as He flies up to heaven.  Jesus’ wounds shoot laser beams at St. Francis injuring him in the exact same places.  St. Francis recoils.  My fellow animals begin to laugh.  I shush them, attempting to invoke some piety in the lot, an exercise in complete futility.

We exit the church into brilliant sunlight, blinking like owls awakened startled to the day.

We drive out to see the Rio Grande.  The river begins in Colorado, flows through New Mexico, then forms part of the border between the States and Mexico before emptying into the Gulf of Mexico.  We expect a small river, gently bubbling along like an eastern stream, ten to twenty feet below a simple bridge.  Our mind’s eye pictures the river’s edge a soft verdant green, abounding with life, squirrels and birdsong.  We discover a bridge spanning a 500 foot chasm, the river invisible below us.  No green in sight.  Locals offer rafting tours.  I’m impressed that anyone crossed the river before the bridge.  You’d spend half a day walking down, ford the river and take another half day to walk back up the opposing side.




We park next to the chasm and hike along the canyon trail (Sven and I motoring along, of course).  The trail never provides any view of the river.  Keith & Bloodroot wander off trail to see the river, leaving Sven and I trailbound stymied by rocks and scrub vegetation. Temperatures have climbed the 40s, but wind cuts through you like a knife robbing you of all warmth, making it feel colder than Denver at 0˚F.  We return to Pearl.  I retrace Sven’s tracks carefully, concerned about damaging the frail, thin desert soil.   Unfortunately, Sven and I have to ride beside the asphalt parking lot for a while before we find a curb we can cross.  My environment guilt skyrockets as we run over the fragile sparse vegetation.  I hope it recovers.


Following our aborted viewing of the Rio Grande, we drive a few more miles out to see the Earthships.  An architect from the University of Cincinnati began designing Earthships in the 1970s, building the first prototypes in the 1980s. Set out in the Taos desert, the Earthships operate off of the grid.

Designed to creatively repurpose as many materials as possible, the Earthship external load bearing walls use old tires as ballast.  They recycle multicolored glass bottles by carefully cutting them in half, matching colors and plastering them into walls.  Once in the walls, the bottles create a Gaudi like spray of colors, especially upon catching the light. I am ever drawn to color.


Hippies build the Earthships into the earth, each with a greenhouse and complex solar electric systems.  They run refrigerators and lights on DC charged batteries and computers on AC.  The Earthships collect water from winter snows and use it four times (potable, washing, irrigating and sanitary) before the septic tank. Although their motto is “Climate Change, Bring It On, We’re Ready” I foresee trouble when the winter snows stop.

Despite the computers, the Earthship community feels as though they left our world in the early 80s, striking out for a recycled utopia.  I smell patchouli.  The time space continuum opens, sucking me into a time warp.  I find myself careening back to the Akron (Ohio) Cooperative Market in the 1980s.  I loved that community which sustained both single parent me and Bloodroot.  For us, that time is so long gone.  I’ve sold out, gotten real jobs, sent my son to suburban schools and moved to Denver.  I feel odd touching it again, as if I’ve moved out of time’s flow.  What if I had stayed on the hippie course?  Would I have ended up owning an Earthship in the desert?  Would I have spent my life building community instead of assisting the wealthy in their travels through US tax land?  Would I have made the world a better place?  I wander through the exhibits contemplating what may have been.

The company adapts Earthships for any climate and location.  They provide interested people with the knowledge and training required to construct an Earthship.  Building Earthships costs around $200 per square foot (reasonable Denver price), depending upon how much of the work you do yourself.  Personally, I see Earthships in Detroit.  Wouldn’t it be cool to remake Detroit’s post-apocalyptic squalor anew?  Who would then care that the wealthy had long ago fled to suburbia, abandoning the rust belt city?  With Earthships, we wouldn’t need any city services.  The fantasized comeuppance tastes so sweet.

The animals confer.  Should we sell our Denver house and buy an Earthship out here in the Taos desert?  Keith would be so happy melding into the art scene here.  But I want to live in the city.  I am also uncomfortable living with such a dichotomy between the rich white people and the Hispanic poor underclass.  I see no middle here.

After the Earthships, we again stop at the Rio Grande.  This time, we park Pearl next to the bridge spanning the river canyon.  Sven carries me out to the middle of the bridge.  What a sight!  The river rushes along far below us, ever deepening the chasm.  But the cold wind still drives his chill fingers into me, ramming his way past my warm windproof coat, grasping at my heart.  Fearfully glancing over my shoulder, I leave the river, motoring back to the car. 


Archaeologists and the Comanche recently found Comanche rock art in the Rio Grande Gorge right here.  The area makes an excellent strategic camp, providing a place for hiding teepees, abundant water and an adjacent natural corral.

Back in the Rio Grande parking lot, we eat lunch inside Pearl, grateful for her heater.  Keith and I polish off the remains of Thursday’s stir-fry, while Bloodroot devours my Taos Inn leftovers, finding the old chicken far more palatable than I had.

Keith fusses about the clouds obscuring the peak of the Taos’ Wheeler Mountain. “I’ll never get to see it,” he groans.  At Taos’ elevation of 7,500 feet, clouds at 10,000 feet will indeed cover mountain peaks of 12,000 feet.  Pearl murmurs, consoling him with the promise of more museums. 

Despite our fervent disavowal of kamikaze touring, we appear to be at it again. The cold strongly suggests selecting indoor venues.  After a whispered conference with the wind, Pearl turns south toward town driving up to the Blumenschein house. 

Ernest Blumenschein studied art in Paris and New York, then spent most of his artistic career painting New Mexico and her people.  We first saw Blumenschein at the DAM in 2008 and fell in love with his work then, entranced by the colors and lighting.

Blumenschein’s original adobe house proves far too narrow and small for Sven.  Bloodroot takes me in Bess, power-lifting me up two curved steps (the absolute worst!).  Bloodroot considers all places handicap accessible, given sufficient force.  This may somewhat contribute to Bess’ repeated repair needs.  We ramble through the Blumenschein house.  In her quest to see all, despite carrying a cripple, Bess knocks down a bit of plaster surrounding a narrow door.  We apologize profusely to the docent.

Exploring Blumenschein’s house, we discover his family’s paintings.  In 1905, Blumenschein married Mary Greene, an artist in her own right.  Greene won the Gold Medal at the prestigious Parisian Salon d’Automne, the first woman winning since Mary Cassatt.  We see her work which mingles flowing art nouveau figures with the hues and faces of the southwest.

The Blumenscheins had one daughter, also an artist.  Their bedroom contains twin beds perhaps explaining the sole child.

Are we seeing the misogyny of the art world here?  Everyone painted, but only Ernest found success.  As a male, he had the freedom to grow and develop his unique style, while Mary met contemporary expectations, giving up art for marriage and home life.  I must admit that I do prefer his paintings over the rest of the family’s.  But what would Mary have become had she pursued art instead of domesticity?  Women hold up half the sky.  What do we lose as a species when we constrain the contributions of half of the people?

After the Blumenschein house, I hit the wall of fatigue.  We visit one last museum, the Harwood down the street.  Collapsed in Bess, teetering between wake and sleep, Bloodroot pushes me into a room full of seven 10’ by 10’ canvasses painted various shades of white.  Two thoughts enter my mind:
1)    People get paid for this, really? 
2)   When will I begin drooling?
We descend back to the street in a creaky scary elevator.  “Enough boys!” I complain, “I just can’t take any more touring.”  “Okay, okay, one last stop,” they agree reluctantly, although time has once again graciously closed everything.

“Just one last stop.  We promise.  Drive through touring.”   Lacking Pearl’s keys I’ve relinquished control.  The boys strap me into Pearl’s passenger seat.  I try not to drool.

For our last event of the day, we drive past the Mabel Dodge Luhan house.  An eastern banking heiress, Dodge lived in New York, California and Florence (Italy) befriending everyone including Gertrude Stein, Alice B Toklas, Emma Goldman, Margaret Sanger, D. H. Lawrence and Ansel Adams.  Her friends and compadres read like a list of “Who’s Who” of the early twentieth century.  Firmly in charge of her own life, she had affairs with both women and men.  She married repeatedly, finally settling down in a scandalous (for the time) interracial marriage to Tony Luhan, a Taos Pueblo Indian.  Their marriage lasted forty years until death parted them. In Taos, she built a huge adobe house (now a hotel), shocking the locals with her top floor glass solarium and shower. 

We wander through town looking for chicken to buy for dinner.  We’re repeatedly directed to the cheapest places, Walfart and a Super Saver.  But we want organic free range chicken-chickens who we hope had a good life before we eat them.  Taos has the same storm drainage idea as Denver-none.  Just tilt the roads and build high curbs in front of each and every parking lot and the infrequent rains will run off.  Poor Pearl!   She rides very low, burdened with her hat, the 300# wheel chair and the three of us.  “Uff,” she complains to Keith as we scrape bottom once again climbing out of the fifth poorly designed parking lot.


Despite the damage to Pearl, we are ultimately successful. We return to our casita with organic chicken and a bottle of wine.  Completely fried, I nap.  Keith and Bloodroot work together to create a wonderful chicken pesto dish.  I am so blessed to live within the circle of love and happiness created by such kind, caring, capable animals.

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